"So I say to you: 'Ask and it will be given to you;
seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you'." Luke
11:9.
"If you could ask Me one question about anything,
what would it be?"
Usually I'm the one making requests of God, but this time it
was His turn. I was speechless.
"What did You say?" I inquired. I needed
clarification.
"If you could ask Me one question about anything,
what would it be?"
My initial reaction was how I could frame my question that would
allow me more than just ONE question. However, that's wishing and wishes aren't
questions.
"About ANYTHING?" I had to be sure.
"Yes, anything."
Of all the questions I've pondered over the years nothing
came to mind. With a limit of one I had to make this question count.
"I need to think about this."
What an odd position to be in - keeping God Almighty waiting
for my decision. Worst of all, I couldn't think of the most important thing I
wanted to know.
I've often wondered what His favorite color might be. My
guess is green because there's so much of it everywhere. Why do giraffes have
such large necks? What did creation look like? What is the purpose of
mosquitoes and roaches? How did you dream up everything you've made? I've
wondered about these and more, but this was for real. What did I really have to
know?
What never crossed my mind were questions about my natural
life. What's the winning lottery number? How can I make a lot of money? What
will make me a best selling author, an in-demand speaker or even a decent
day-trader. No, how about a super day trader. This opportunity was too
important to waste on trivial matters like these.
Finally I spoke. I told God the one thing, more than
anything else that I wanted to know.
"What do I have to do or change so I can see and
understand the way You do?"
"Technically," God laughed, "that's
more than one question."
"Work with me on this," I replied.
"I'm having a hard time putting my thoughts into words. I want to be able
to see and understand things from Your perspective and not my limited sphere of
knowledge."
Silence.
God didn't say one word. I didn't take this as a "No!"
My question can't be answered verbally. I'll have to experience it.
I'm confident I don't really know what I asked for.
Discovering the answer may be harder than I've imagined. It might hurt a bit
too. Still, to be able to see with His eyes and understand with His heart will
transform me into a more loving, compassionate, patient and joyful person than
I could ever work up on my own. I'll be just like my Dad. What more could a
girl ask for?
How about you? If you could ask God one question about
anything - what would it be?
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