"So I am being continuously held together
(or: caught; squeezed) from out of the two: constantly having the craving (holding
the strong desire and impulse) into the [situation] to untie and
loose back up again [as in loosing tent pins and ropes when striking camp,
or loosing moorings to set sail], and to be (to exist being) together
with Christ -for [that is] rather to a much higher rank (a more
advantageous situation; a more profitable thing; [it is] much better)! Yet
the [situation] to be staying (remaining-on) in the flesh [is] more
necessary (indispensable; a more forced constraint) because of you
folks." Philip. 1:23-24 Jonathan Mitchell Translation.
Even Paul dreamed of escaping. He could have had it not been
for an over-riding sense of responsibility for others.
You can't blame him. Paul's life and ministry were hard, not
glamorous. Working full time as a professional tent maker, his free time was
spent preaching and teaching. Newly established churches got a crash course in
Christianity 101, and Paul was off to his next assignment. At times his
departure was premature, beyond his control, forcing him to leave the fledgling
flock in the Lord's hands.
Paul's life was pockmarked with conflicts. He tangled with
Peter, James and the Jerusalem
church over attempts to make Gentile believers more Jewish. He wrangled with
local, religious and governmental authorities. Sometimes things turned personal
like the dispute with Barnabas over John Mark.
In addition, his church plants caused him grief. Easily
swayed by new teachings they formed cliques centered around pet teachers.
Fellowship dinners at Corinth were
out of control. When a church member there formed an incestuous relationship
with his father's wife, Paul had to write and remind the members that such
behavior was unacceptable. No wonder he looked for a way out.
How different Paul's mindset was from today's escapist
mentality. He didn't focus on the unruly, chaotic world around him. People
needed Jesus and Paul had what they were looking for. Even though he taught
Christ's return was imminent, he never encouraged anyone to drop out, disengage
and let the world fend for itself. He preached against such behavior.
Like us, Paul's hardships took their toll. His attempts to
reach the far corners of the known world were filled with frustrations and
disappointments. He tired of the constant opposition, especially when caused by
friendly fire. His body bore the marks of repeated beatings. At a
breaking point, he made a firm decision. Yes, being with Christ would be more
enjoyable, but it was more profitable to remain here. The fate of people
outweighed his desire to depart.
How about you? How would you describe the world's state
today? What conflicts inside and outside of Christianity have you wanting to
call it quits. Who could benefit if you, like Paul, chose to stay here? Are you
ready/willing to escape an escapist mentality?
Mary: Paul chose to stay in tune with God. That's the message I receive when I read of these distractions that he faced. We have his example; we can do no different.
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