“Moses
said to the Lord, “Oh Lord, I have never been eloquent, neither in
the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I am slow of
speech and tongue,” Exodus 4:10 (NIV).
“Wherefore
should the Egyptians speak, and say, for mischief did he bring them
out, to slay them in the mountains, and to consume them from the face
of the earth? Turn from thy fierce wrath, and repent of this evil
against thy people... And the Lord repented of the evil which he
thought to do his people,” Exodus 32: 12, 14 (KJV).
To some, having to speak in public is a fate worse than death. Ask someone
to stand up and say a few words and many would rather die than face
an audience. Glossophobia plagues many people. Jerry Seinfeld
popularized the idea that people would rather be in the coffin than give the
eulogy at a funeral. Statistics proved him wrong. If you grapple with
glossophobia, you're in good company. Moses suffered from this same
malady. When God afforded him the opportunity to fulfill his long
awaited dream, Moses balked. He even looked for excuses to pass. When
God rejected them Moses played his trump card.
“I
have never been eloquent...I am slow of speech and tongue.”
As
a young prince of Egypt, Moses tried physical force to achieve his
dream. It earned him forty years as a shepherd in the backside of the
desert. When it was time for him to act the Lord took a different
approach. He bypassed Moses' natural skills and talents and focused
on his weaknesses. From Moses' perspective, it was a recipe for
disaster.
Between
chapters four and thirty-two things changed dramatically. Moses went
from a stammering wallflower to a man with the audacity to tell God
to repent. His words were authoritative, to-the-point and effectual.
God repented!
Something
happened during this time frame. I suspect it was directly linked to
the Who Moses associated with. Moses spent long periods of time in
the Tent of Meeting and God rubbed off on this good ole' boy and
transformed him.
When
we hang out with God we'll change. No longer afraid of our own shadow
we have boldness to approach at His invitation. We fellowship at His
throne of grace. Timidity and insecurity gone, we respectfully and
reverently come and make our requests. We're empowered to step out in
faith. If we miss it we're confident He'll correct us and get us back
on track – no fear involved.
We're
impacted by those we associate with. Why not spend time with God, the
genius Creator and greatest mind of all time? His door is always
open. Like Moses, we may discover some long thought dead dreams are
resurrected. Packaged differently than we'd originally planned, the
new format may initially feel uncomfortable and the temptation to
walk or run away strong. Why not learn from Moses and take one
step at a time? Keep in direct, passionate fellowship with God. He'll
provide all the insights, plans and strategies needed to succeed. In
the process we'll be radically transformed – that's what we need
the most.
How
about you? What dream, vision or promise is so long overdue it
appears to be dead? How would you feel if God opened that door but
required you to act on your weaknesses and things most feared? What
would you need from God to make that kind of leap of faith?
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